rainlocked

my art has just stayed the same lol i haven't pushed myself and I've only grown like.... 15% in the last few years lol and its just odd to look at people I've been following for years now, and how much you all have grown, and I feel left in the dust :'D I know comparison kills creativity worse than anything, and I'm having a hard time with it right now. Everything I go to make feels v medicore, I feel very trapped by my experience i'll probably delete this later :'D I'm just whining after a glass of wine and a week of art block

I made a manipulation that wound up being extremely personal, and I'm kind of shook to my core by it. I didn't intend for it to be, but the process wound up being really cathartic and basically what was just supposed to be a pre-made piece to auction off on this horse SIM I play became a piece of my deceased horse, Lena. I lost her very tragically to colic when she was only 14, I'd had her since she was 4. She was my first horse and we had been a team for a decade, and I actually don't have many good, candid pictures of her because smart phones weren't a thing! I had a cheap camera, but not many good pictures of her outside the show arena. T